LAST BUS STOP! I THINK.😏

Its difficult, but its life you know!😏 Especially that moment you think 'this is my final bus stop🙄. No cause to look elsewhere, only the one before and ways to make everything grow to a better form.'🤧

I'm sorry, but it's not all the time your plans come to actualization, but as I said earlier, that's life for you.🤓

When the year starts we have lots of plans and probably a vision board, and at some point life gets at us in such a way we don't go back to them except ofcourse we discipline ourselves to see what we wrote down through.

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On this certain day, going through my prayer points, write ups and affirmations, I realized after God and family, the next person I prayed for was him. My prayer investment was basically to see him be a better version of himself. But I wondered why it seemed like I didn't even do it, because of course, it's no more existing. As I turned those pages and I saw how much I wasn't selfish with my prayer points, tears rolled down my eyes😪. 'Ala, get yourself together'🤦‍♀️ I told myself. 'You wished, you planned, you felt, you loved but there's always a new chapter.' 🤷‍♀️

See ehn, e pain for bone marrow🥺 but our plans are not always God plans.🙏

I learnt through this time that sometimes, something's happen for you to get a better understanding 🧠of who you truly are. Many of us think we do know who we are but if we look deeply, we find out we know who people think we are or who we perceive ourselves to be due to the people we see and look up to. It's a hard truth but it's TRUE.💪🦴

I also learnt that God can use some disappointing situations to make me and the other person involved better versions of ourselves.🙂

The whole point of this is, don't settle for less🙅‍♀️, know who you are💆‍♀️, see how you can bring out the best from that disappointment🧘‍♀️✍.
Gods got you through every phase in your life👌.

My Thoughts
Ala O. Wilcox

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