That's where it all started from....

And suddenly he was in a hurry to let it all out. All the pain, anguish, bitterness, stress, heartache and everything related to how he saw himself and how he felt. Nna had certainly bottled too much in. 
How can one person take all this. 

Remembering the day he got a call from his uncle Sam, informing him to come home immediately only arriving to meet the most unexpected news, "Your dad is asleep forever". 
Nah! It was a big blow. "I just saw him few hours back, he was strong and hearty. Uncle you are joking, it can't be true" Nna exclaimed biting his lips not knowing what to do. Thats where it all started from.

No! No! Please stop! Somebody please help me! She screamed out with all her strength, crying her heart out. The beast just continued thrusting in and out without any form of regret, sweating profusely, holding her strong to the floor. With so much tears in Ada's eyes she had a quick retrospect of the dreams she had. How she saw herself and her husband coming together in agreement doing what will make God smile, fulfilling Scriptures. 

Oh! How dirty she felt,how bitter she was, how demeaning she saw herself, how worthless she was. Her life is done with to the best of her knowledge cause she didn't bargain or envisage this. 

She had to let it out. 

"This bitterness has turned my life negatively. I have resulted to drinking, smoking, womanizing, hating, stealing and cursing. Where is the God my dad talked to me about, please help me, I'm tired of it all. I need you Jesus, forgive me Lord" Nna said to himself. 

"5 abortions! I thought I was better than this? What happened to my values?" Ada resounded to herself. "God please help me, I'm tired of this kind of life. I need you Jesus, please forgive me." 

It was very funny that God was super excited and there was a party in heaven with the angels exclaiming Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! 

***

It doesn't matter the situation you find yourself in, it doesn't matter how bad you think you've turned out to be, it doesn't matter how all your dreams and aspirations has somehow been tinted, it doesn't matter cause it doesn't matter. 

You only have to realize all your wrongs and sincerely come back to your heavenly father asking for forgiveness. He has enough room for you in Him even when you think you're not good enough. 

Come back to him with all sincerity and he will fix you better than you were when you even felt you were good. 

Everybody on the face of the earth has been through one thing they might not be able to share with people but the ability to bounce back with God as their anchor makes life easier and better. 

Come back to your first love.

I rest my case.

My Thoughts.

Ala O. Wilcox